My awakening wasn’t like a normal awakening.
There were no leaders, no 33 degree masons waiting to give me a round of applause, no brotherhood handshakes; nothing.
I was rudely awakened and then the people that thrust me into the world of spirituality quickly disappeared. They left me to figure this shit out on my own. Left me in a big wide world of curiosity and adventure to explore on my lonesome.
That’s not to say they were bad, no, far from it. They did what any initiate should technically go through; discovery.
Self discovery.
And boy was it a journey through hell and back.
I immediately on awakening realised there were people out there who wanted me dead. Not because of anything I had done, no, it was what I represented. A very strong spiritual with no hierarchy who believes everyone should follow their own path.
Who believes that everyone has the right to find the abundance from within.
That’s why those that awoke me left me with a guide and protector. She’s my north node. Anyone messes with me and she’ll quickly descend on them; she’s here to keep the timeline on the right path. But otherwise she’s quite silent and let’s me go about with my own discovery.
The idea is for me to feel safe in my adventure.
She protects and guides.
And I learn through the very rough lessons that come onto my path. I won’t just connect with anyone in this time and age. Experience has taught me the internet is not as safe as I once thought; not for spirituals anyway.
And yet what I’m learning through my discovery is that every spiritual has a leader, every leader has enforcers, and most leaders have created cults.
The goal for spirituality should be to cycle upwards in your own way, not bow down to some random spiritual who thinks they could be the almighty himself. And yes, there are a lot of them who think this way — trust me.
I’ve met with about three enforcers so far. All three have tried to kill me in their own way; each one has failed. It’s not a healthy paradigm in the world right now, I swear.
Now most of you will probably never come across a spiritual sect that wants you dead, so don’t go thinking:
“Oh my God the spirituals are nuts”
Most of you that get inducted into spirituality will feel safe and protected and good.
I am unique in the fact that I represent a threat to power in the sense that I am a lone wolf. Not many out there that are lone wolves that believe in love and abundance. I also intend to break down this bullshit and have everyone follow their own path of love and desire.
Follow their own paths, hop onto their highest timelines.
And I’m going to do this for free. Because I don’t believe that caring for others should be something that’s monetizable. It should be free to the world.
That’s why I set up my discord. For everyone to cycle upwards. We all should face our shadows together in a big cycle upwards.
Who knows, perhaps even I may become the student at times; there’s always something to learn off someone.
And yet I say all this like it’s doom and gloom and it’s over before it began, but it’s not. There’s a lot of curiosity out there; a lot of hopeful people for a better world. There’s only a small minority of us awake right now.
The powers that be are entrenched in their own ways and drunk on their own greed but it’s only a small minority of people for now. There’s a hell of a lot of waking up to do.
And for me the eclipse was the seed for what’s about to come. Many, many, many people are about to be awakened to a new world, and they are going to need some form of guidance. Someone to show them the way.
But not as a leader, but as a guide. Like I have. Someone who sits and watches but doesn’t intervene or try and hoard the power for themselves. I believe there’s a million truly great people out there, they’re just waiting to discover their power.
That’s why we live in fear and worry all the time. It’s not organic, it’s by design. TV, social media, iPhone, apps, all intricately made to harvest your attention and embed you with fear; to keep you from waking up and discovering your true power.
I was led into that illusion myself in the early 2010’s that TV was poisoning our minds and that social media was the way to get up to date on the ground reporting; but it’s all rubbish. They were just gearing our young minds to switch over to the conditioning of the Internet that was coming along.
Everything around you is distilling fear and poisoning your mind with fear and disruption.
Switch it off.
The goal is to either sustain you in fear, or keep you confused. That way you will never wake up.
But, it is my hope that one day humanity will reach for the stars. And it seems we are headed that way already.
